Huge Mistake!

Hillary was this cutest girl I have met so far. Black hair with big bright blue eyes and an awesome personality. I made the biggest mistake with Hillary this week. So bad that I had to delete her number and completely forget her.

Last Saturday, my roll dogs and friends were all going to downtown and or too busy to go out so I decided to go out by myself. I went to my favorite place Yogi's. Awesome as ever again. I started alone with a drink in hand and just hanging out watching people. I mingled with couple of people but just to mingle and get my energy started. Luckily the bouncer was cool with me and eventually and coincidentally met some of my acquaintances so I chilled with them. I went to the back to smoke and Jare the bouncer was there. I started a conversation with a brunette by telling her that she was cute and had a really innocent look to her. She thought I was joking with her but I told her it's how I feel right now. She complied.

So far, surprisingly, complimenting on the girls look as my approach has been working the best for me. I think this only works when the girl is physically attracted back. Gotta narrow this down more on logic.

We talked and she was all over me. She was talking to me so close that her body was touching mine. Than all of a sudden she introduces me to her husband nearby. I was surprised but i quickly made friends with the husband. I excused myself and went back inside.

I than see this gorgeous girl. Hillary. I see that an acquaintance of mine was taking her group's photo and trying to work himself in but the girls were showing a little resistance. He than brings me over to introduce them. I tell them they need to spread out because all the shy guys here are having a hard time approaching them. I than say hi to Hillary. She introduces herself and we got to instantly comfort building. I moved her around the bar hand in hand. She wanted my phone number and wanted to hang out again already. She buys me a shot. She even says no to her girlfriends inviting her to party somewhere else so she can stick around the bar. I was too damn shocked to see it so damn fast we were escalating without me doing hardly anything and i was so damn attracted to her. You know that feeling when you see someone for the first time and your stomach just drops. It's psychological. I than see my female friend Mel and I get pulled away from Hillary for a second.

Mel is a fucking 10 if not more. She looks like Kate Beckinsale and is friendly as fuck. I"m so damn attracted to her and I'm photographing her this week. I made up my mind I'm going in when I see her, at least 1st base.

I was so surprised to see Mel there, I talked to her for a bit and went back to Hillary. She really wanted me to hang out with her. I can just sense that. Her starting conversations. Her complying to my touches. It was on. It was damn crowded in there. A guy friend of hers started talking to her and at the same time, the married girl started talking to me. So we got separated and I see Hillary walking away with the other guy. She gives me that look like she'll be back. I go to Mel and hang with her and the guy she's with and the guy tells her he thinks I'm really cool. Points for me. Mel tells me that she's single now. Fuck yes! I forget the time and try to find Hillary but she's gone. I was so damn disappointed that I didn't get her number when she suggested us exchanging our number.

I go home and since she told me alot about herself I was able to find her phone number online. I know this was the wrong thing to do but it was love at first sight. Big freaken mistake. I text her the next day and she even responded back saying it was nice to meet me but I can sense that weird barrier from her. I can't blame her. I found her number online. That's creepy. It's a no no. I than asked her to have dinner with me and she shoots a nasty text saying she's got a man and that it's not appropriate. My heart just fell to the floor and man, is it shocking. It's a great way to move on though. Clean and to the point.

All girls will say they got a man if they're not interested. Girls that have boyfriends will usually try to hide it from you as long as they can if they are interested in you.

Lesson learned. Hey, at least I got hottest girl I can find in the bar to buy me a drink and walk around with me holding hands. That's badass in it's own. Than again this is good for me. I am not ready to settle down since I have too much going on and can't handle a relationship. I would've settled with this girl and fuck up my financial goals and personal responsibility. This is a good thing that happened in my opinion. I should never date that one girl who has a spell over you and that can make you start a war for her love. Hillary was that one and I was lucky enough to have lost it this way. A great experience for me. It is so damn rare to find that girl that flips your heart like that. I would've been so damn pussy whooped.

Sunday comes around and I have a date with Tam. 6 feet blond girl. The date was very pleasant. Had sushi and soju, went to get a beer at a local bar than hung out at my place smoking bud and laughing our asses off and building heavy comfort. I like Mel. She's a very sweet and fragile girl and I love how much taller she is. Sexy and very independent and strong mind. Not to mention her body fucking rocks. I told her that I wasn't going to kiss her because I want to build our friendship before anything happens since we met at a bar and that sounds tacky. I took her back to her home at 10 pm and now I feel like we have bonded in another level. I'm going to take her out again and this time I'm going to ravage her but we'll see how it comes out.