Improving on Dating.

Improving on Dating.

So I had a date Friday night with a HB (Hot blonde). We got some dinner and made a mistake taking her to a club/bar. For some weird reason, taking a date to a club just doesn't work. The environment is so different that I couldn't even talk to her and the same from her as well. So we quickly drank our drink and took off to my place. We had a glass of wine and I kissed her a bit. I didn't go any further because she left a tampon wrapper in my bathroom trash can. I called her on it and I thought it was funny. I asked her if she wanted to kiss me. She said maybe. I said lets find out and I went for it. She left after hanging out a bit longer.

Saturday night was a total failure. I went out with my homies. My friend was suppose to meet a girl he was checking out but she text him last minute while we were at the club and said that she wasn't going to make it. I had the mentality of being my boys wingman so it threw me off a bit when they decided not to show. I just didn't have the want and the energy to do anything else. However, there was this hot ass 10 that came into the club. Forget about it. This girl was a damn 11 and taller. She even walked around with that snobby look. I love a challenge. I went up to her and started talking to her. She had this snobby reaction and I made it seem like I was going to walk away and the good thing was that she would start a conversation when I stopped stopped talking. For some weird reason I just didn't like her and not interest and just walked away. She was phenomenally hot but I got bored. I just didn't feel like it. I did this two more times to other girls and with all of them I just walked away without even saying bye and in the middle of a conversation. I just got bored. We went and got some burritos and went home. Oh well. With attractive girls it's just so much damn game that if you fuck up once than recovering can be a bitch. I'm exhausted. I have 2 jobs and run 2 small business on the side. I'm also trying to balance out my single life on top of that.

Sunday night I went out with a girl that I picked up last week. I got her number within 3 minutes and set up a date for Sunday night. She really wasn't my type but I loved her personality. She was older, my age, and she was a total nerd like how I am. We both collected comic books in the past, enjoyed comic con and played video games. I took her to dinner, took her to my place and than asked her if she wanted to kiss me. She said yes. So we made out and I progressed further. Every time I went a step further she would say no so I would say, 'yeah that's bad' and step back a bit, continue what i was doing and move forward anyways. This went on all the way until we finally fucked. She left after. Weird how I just saw this as a practice. Sex was definitely fun and enjoyable especially there wasn't too much game that I had to play. I'm almost numb now. The girls I actually do like plays it so damn hard to get that I just get fuckin tired and bored of going all the way through. I think I need a little vacation or maybe, I need to keep the 6's for fast fuck and the 10's as gaming work.